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[Oct. 19th, 2008|10:20 pm] |
resembling an elephant more and more everyday...blah.
I went to a 21st last night with some people i went to school with, who i havent seen for years and felt so self conscious- almost like i'd been transported back three years...the feeling that people are judgin me, which i dont feel so often now...that feeling wont seem to go away and the realisation of just how much weight ive allowed myself to put on is really sinking in. I have to loose 7kgs. So im going to write on here atleast once a week to keep me focused. This used to be so easy...although I am so much more alive now then i was then, I can't accept this weight...im so very lame.
on another note, Ive discovered a new TV show which m now obsessed with- my cousin sent me the DVDs from New Zealand, its called Outrageous Fortune and its absoultely awesome! I wish it was on over here >:/ its made me really realise how much I miss NZ too... :( |
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| since i havent posted in the 78 weeks Ive had this account :o- a quiz :) |
[May. 29th, 2008|07:52 pm] |
If You Could Have Chosen Your Own Name: Amelia
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: light brown
Height: 5'6.5"
lowest weight: 45kg (99lbs)
current weight: 53kg (117lbs)
highest: 62kg (137lbs)
Best Feature: my eyes i guess
Worst Feature(s): legs
Zodiac Sign: Leo
US Presidential Candidate: either Hillary or Obama just not a republican
Body Type: errrrrrrrr
Ethnicity: Caucasian
Believe In God: Agnostic
Want Kids: someday
What Drugs Are You On: none
Favorite Exercise: Situps x a million
Favorite TV Show: The Mighty Boosh,never mind the buzzcocks
Favorite Movie: oh too many...
Best Tip For Not Binging: go for a walk
Favorite Low Cal Meal: soup
Random:
I See: The TV
I Feel: fucked off that i havent started my assignment yet
I Want: to have normal thoughts
I Need: to do my homework
I Hate: feeling alone, cloudy days, judgemental assholes.....
I Love: my dogs, Cornwall, aeroplanes
I Like: reading, exercising, getting good grades, not going to work
I Cry: not often
I Eat: way too much.
I purge: never these days :)
I Fear: the future
I Wonder: what the fuck this is all about. What the fuck you are all about, and wtf in general.
Location:My lounge |
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